[He can't help but smile at Jackson's comment about his lack of self preservation instincts, as well as the truth about them and bad choices. He sighs softly.]

It's why I wanted to come see you today. I like being with you. I don't worry about my choices with you, or what this place makes seem normal so I don't question what I'm doing until after.

And I don't give a shit if I sound sappy either. [He smiles then, looking more relaxed than he has in a while, feeling it as well after talking about it all.] You can't prove I said it after all.