Fucked up as it is, I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Coming back to Roswell, I've blamed myself for a lot, and much as I can justify the fear, I hate that I tried to destroy him just so his dad wouldn't destroy me.
He beat him all the time for being gay, and I was scared he'd hit me too. Not that I never put it together my dad, the sheriff, knew it was happening and rather then save Alex just let it happen. Got him killed, though guess it just would have been sooner otherwise.
I think I loved my girlfriend back then, and she's a friend again now, but I know part of it then was she was the smartest girl in school. Now she's going to end up with the soulful literature loving cowboy. Can you hear eyerolling in text?
Thanks though for not just telling me I'm not alone.
[ He would have believed Jackson if he had just said it but it means a lot to Kyle that he opened up like that. ]
This place is a lot of it, but not just because of what it is. It's easier when it's not that town. I hadn't realized how much I've been withdrawing about who I am while coping with everything going on. It felt easy to just be myself here and now I feel on guard again.
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Fucked up as it is, I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Coming back to Roswell, I've blamed myself for a lot, and much as I can justify the fear, I hate that I tried to destroy him just so his dad wouldn't destroy me.
He beat him all the time for being gay, and I was scared he'd hit me too. Not that I never put it together my dad, the sheriff, knew it was happening and rather then save Alex just let it happen. Got him killed, though guess it just would have been sooner otherwise.
I think I loved my girlfriend back then, and she's a friend again now, but I know part of it then was she was the smartest girl in school. Now she's going to end up with the soulful literature loving cowboy. Can you hear eyerolling in text?
Thanks though for not just telling me I'm not alone.
[ He would have believed Jackson if he had just said it but it means a lot to Kyle that he opened up like that. ]
This place is a lot of it, but not just because of what it is. It's easier when it's not that town. I hadn't realized how much I've been withdrawing about who I am while coping with everything going on. It felt easy to just be myself here and now I feel on guard again.